Sunday, March 25, 2007

have you ever wondered

I've been listening to Brian Littrell's song "Wish" and it's really made me think about when Jesus was here on earth. I wonder what He was like. Did he cry much as a baby? Like in the song... Did He ever fall and scrape a knee? What kind of a child was He? I get so busy thinking of what it will be like to finally see Him, but I've never thought of what He was like as a little boy. The song talks about wishing you could be there to have seen Jesus as a boy, face to face. I can't even imagine what it would have been like to see Jesus walking around. Did the people that DID get to see Him realize who He was? Could any of them have imagined that the sweet little boy would have been the savior of the world? What must it have been like?? I can't wait to ask Him about it when I get there. Questions flood my mind at times while tears stream from my face. I am so blessed to know without a doubt that one day I will get to ask Jesus my questions. Standing in His glory is going to be so amazing. In the song he sings, "my only wish is to see you Jesus, face to face". Wow, think of the day when we'll finally see Him, face to face. I'm in awe. There are no words to even describe what it will be like. I would have loved to hear Jesus speak to the crowds, or to see Him feed the multitudes, or to witness His healing power, or to hear Him pray in the garden... It would have been amazing to witness it all. But I know God has a purpose for me missing it. Something here, something now. He's got a reason for me to be here during this time on earth and so here I am, working within His will, and feel so overwhelmingly blessed to do so. I love you Lord!